dear you:

so i guess its all over now.. we'll never see u again in this lifetime. i have to say.. we had some good and bad times.. i guess things got distant between us as i grew older and i'm not sure why.. i guess it's because we had different views on things.. but i must admit that u made a great impact on me.. u taught how to do the simple things in life.. u also took care of me when i was a little kid. u took me out to the park and also to stores to buy cheap little things to make me happy.. as time passed, i began to think on my own and saw that i didn't like the things u did.. smoking, drinking, bossing other people around.. but that is what u did and nothing and no one could changed that.. but now that you're gone.. im sure that everyone wishes that u were still here to do all those things..

well, i dont remember one time when u bossed me around.. people were always afraid of u because u would always got mad at everyone.. i remember a long time ago.. u asked me if i wanted to go buy the newspaper with u when i was playing with my brother.. this was when we still lived in taiwan and we were still little kids.. my brother then asked me.. "arent u scared?" i said.. "no.. why would i be scared? i go buy stuff with him all the time" ~  

the one most important thing i remember u said to me.. it was when i was a kid and i was crying.. u said that i was the most well-behaved child except the fact that i always cried like a girl.. that was the time that i felt insulted.. but i remember that it was the first time that i thought to myself that i needed to stop being a wuss...

you will always be remembered.. forever..